I've never really told anyone this before. But...ever since I can remember, I have loved Michael Jackson. When I was a little girl I use to cry at the sight of him on the television - the fact that it couldn't be in person. Of course as a little girl, that love was different then it is now. But the fact that someone could make a little girl feel that way, is amazing. The love I have for him now is stronger then that - every single song I hear or music video I see, reminds me of my childhood, something I can never experience again. It's the fact that he is the most caring, humble, forgiving, smartest person I've ever experienced. It's the fact that off stage is shy and innocent and when he gets on stage - he turns into a totally different person who is sexy, mysterious, dirty and known as the greatest entertainer of all time. The fact that how much love he had for every single person, thing, animal, ect. I've been a fan from the as long as I can remember - I loved him ever since I knew what love meant - til my beginning to his very "end". He really is the first person who has taught me that it does not matter what color your skin is, where you live or how much money you have. Knowing that I will never get to see one of his concerts, breaks my heart completely. - I always think....could you imagine a life with out the existence of Michael Jackson? Because I sure can't.  He has formed the style of clothing and sound of music to what it is today. If it wasn't for him, everything would be different. He changed the world and my life, forever. Even though Michael Jackson is not longer "with" us - I believe he is more alive than he's ever been before.